I received this story from Ben several months after we started communicating. By that time our communications were comfortable and fluent. This piece sounds much more like some of his earliest messages that were laborious for me to receive and evidently a challenge for him to send. Not only was it difficult to hear and understand what he was saying, his use of the language was strange. He used words in strange ways and offered peculiar images. I wondered if he was in some sort of altered state of consciousness, dreaming or drugged when he wrote this. dw
I was listening and letting the TREES TELL THEIR TALES. It was not in this
Life. I saw some little beings like fish in the air.
I wanted to tell someone that I needed some time to rest. I needed someone to lead me to where I was able to see Julie, my Daughter.
Someone led the Self of me to a place where I was able to SEE the past. My daughter is waiting for me to tell her the story. She says, "I need to kiss my Papa." I wanted to see if I could touch her. She didn't SEE me.
I walked with the Guides to a Big Place. Like an ARENA. It was filled
with Big. It was not empty. I saw three people. But more TINY People were in the Big.
I was telling the three people that I must take care of Julie. She is my
(They said) I was not going to be able to stay long. My body was
SORELY AFFLICTED. And I would have just a little time.
I let the three people tell me how to live for a time and I knew it was going
to be unpleasant.
The three people were Julie's great grandparents and an old person. He is one of my soul group and he is a leader. His name is LEANDRO.
Julie's great grand parents. Her name is Calendaria.
He is Brunoldo. It's like Bruno.
I came to the place. I let myself Be Back in my body. I let the Great Grandparents lend me energy. It helped me STAY ALIVE. BEING ABLE TO EXIST on this plane.